GhostMonk72

Four years ago today I deleted you because you were trying to get out Out of… whatever you agreed to Out of whatever you thought you were trapped in Out of the friendship Out of the torment I wish you could have told me I wish you could have communicated I wish you were more mature I wish a million things But I mostly wish I’d seen it for what it was I wish I was more mature I wish I knew what to do about it I wish I understood I wish I’d acted more decisively I didn’t I wasn’t strong enough I was wise enough …And neither were you You might be, now But it doesn’t make a difference, now Then, you were straining to find a way out You were lying to me You were avoiding me You were feeding me endless promises You were spewing endless apologies You were pumping out endless excuses You were LOOKING for things to put in the way PEOPLE to put in the way You were miserable You were hurting yourself And I was hurting you And I’m sorry You were hurting me too I had to let you go I had to move